A Lost Girl IV

A Lost girl IV

This girl was not lost in the world but she was lost in her thoughts, she was lost in her dreams & she was lost in the pain that she was hiding from everyone.

She was either studying or was sitting alone in her room writing or painting something but she was not talking much to anyone.

One day when she was going to her school she saw a man was in his 22 and he was very handsome with beard on his face. she could not take her eyes off him.This man was her first crush.

She entered the class and as usual sat on the first bench. Suddenly everyone stood so she followed them. Then she saw her principle was coming with that handsome man. She was staring at him continuously and then her principle announced that he was going to be their’s new class teacher & he will be teaching English to them.

As she heard it , she became very happy. She was very excited to know that he was going to be her class teacher. she smiled after a long time .

To be Continued….IV


A Lost Girl III

Even if the whole world will not understand you, the one who gave birth to you will understand your feelings without even u saying it”

“But when even she will not be able to understand …..Then a child can get swerve from his direction”.

This lost girl” was also going through something which she was not able to share & she was becoming more stubborn & relentless.

Oblivious of what was happening, her parents were finding her behavior very rebellious.

Her emotions were not easily hidden on her innocent face. Her pain was evident in the crease of her lovely brow & the down curve of her lovely lips. But her eyes showed her soul. She was very small to have this pain inside her. But one thing was sure that she could cry but she would never let anyone take her true self from her.

Days were passing & she was now 15 years old. She was a bright student but afraid of mathematics. “Mathematics to her was like building castle in the air”

Even in the school she was not talking much but she had passion inside her. …Passion of proving something.

People were finding her boorish & aggressive but they didn’t know she had so much inside her that she wanted to share but was not able to.

She wanted to pursue her higher education from some good city where she can get more exposure & complete her dreams.

She was now trying to focus on her passion which she knew was chimera. But she wanted to keep herself positive & motivated.

What was in her destiny…It could not to be told, it was mystery …to her &  to the people who loved her”.


To be continued…..



A Lost Girl -II

“Everyone has hope, everyone is alive here….

But why still few hopes have agitation & fear”…


“A Girl by Choice”…

Most of the people think that being a girl means you will have to go through lots of difficulties, lots of restrictions & fears….

But only a girl knows how beautiful she is from inside, how emotionally strong she is & how she can make difference in this world just by her existence.

This “lost Girl” will soon realize the same.

She was growing up, at her age usually girls play with their friends and they don’t think about anything happening around…

But she was different.

There was something that she was hiding but everyone else was oblivious of it. She used to stay in her room- Study, paint (her paintings were magnificent), play all by herself within the four walls of her small world.

A girl, who was boisterous once, suddenly became reticent but no one noticed it.

Old “She” was one of the favorites of all her relatives & never used to stay at home. She loved to spend time with her cousins, but everything was changed now.

One day, one of her favorite uncles came to visit her. Everyone was very excited about it but she hid behind her parents. Her uncle called her many a times but she did not listen & ran in the opposite direction. Her parents could not understand her behavior, they thought that she had become insolent & she needed to learn some mannerism.

But this little girl was “lost” in her own world for reasons unknown to us……



A Lost Girl-I

This blog is about “A Lost Girl” who believed that she was living in a beautiful world, where she had   her family, friends, relatives & so many unknown people. This world was utopia for her.

This is about a girl who thought that everything in this world is as wonderful & alluring as she was.

But the experience that this girl got from this world was unexpected, she was alone but  strong, she fought   against all the worst things that happened to her and she was called as “A Lost Girl”

I don’t want to give any name to this character because I guess so many girls would be able to relate, so let’s keep it as “A Lost Girl”

She was a beautiful 6 year girl, her eyes were deep, Hair was long & mid night- black, she had rapture-blue eyes & her bubbly laughter can make people chuckle in response, she had an effervescent personality.

She did not like going to school, she wanted to spend all her time with her father as she was very close to him. She was a pampered kid & was getting loads of attention from her brothers & parents, they all loved her. She was living the “Life of Riley”.

One day she went for shopping with her family, she was very excited about it, she ran her eyes through her cupboard which was full of different colors of frocks. She wore her favorite pink color frock which was simply exquisite with pink shoes that she bought few weeks ago. She was looking like a doll.

They entered the shopping mall; it was a big mall, she was very happy to see a giant structured building with umpteen shops at one place. she was thrilled to see so many people around her, She wanted to buy as many things as possible for her ,then  she saw a pair of jeans which she really liked & she told her father that she want those pair of jeans. Seeing that her father laughed at her& said “those are not for you my girl”, you can buy any other dress that will suit you as you are a girl.

Oblivious of what her father was saying she went to her mother & said the same thing but she got the same response again, she was shocked as this was the first time she was not getting the thing that she was demanding from her parents & also she was not able to understand that why they cannot buy her those pair of jeans which will perfectly fit her.

Then she bought another dress that she liked but soon she was blubbering  as her parents bought the same kind of jeans for her brother which she was demanding before & she was not able to understand that why her parents did this to her. She was feeling that she had been betrayed by her parents.

This was her first experience where she was trying to understand the difference between her brother and herself, though soon she will get to know about it…..

To be continued…….